I can see your piercing eyes seeing through my lies trying to deny what its telling me; time to leave the weight of my life. I can feel suffocating love too far above deafening warmth, love exists but its too much risk, crumbles and twists. I can sense feelings forgotten, leaving abrupt, internal. Wish it was different I know it's my cost, the landing lost. I can wish a different agony worn as reality my reason for being a new song, a life. Forever I yearn to breath and belong.